The Crux of the Matter

I'm not sure of the exact moment it happened or when my perspective on life changed. Maybe it was when I realized that every season of life came with its own unique challenges. Even so, I finally realized that most of life is not lived in the joy of fulfillment' but in the tension of 'becoming' and all of my life as a believer is to the end of becoming like Jesus.

We often think that if we get the answers to our prayers, everything will be perfect. However, there's nothing like the abrasiveness of new seasons, new relationships and new experiences to act as sandpaper to the parts of us that need refinement. So, with slow (but sure) grace-filled progress, I am learning to exist and thrive in the discomfort of 'becoming'. 

 I think the treasure within the perpetual discomfort of the Christian life is perseverance. It is a muscle built by navigating the difficult and unfamiliar and that, I am doing. My wholehearted (sometimes half-hearted if I'm being honest!), clumsy, and defiant efforts to trudge through daily discomfort is working that muscle. The exercise doesn't feel good but seeing my progress certainly brings me joy. I've also come to find out that the work is its own reward. Along the way, I'm gaining grit and mettle. I'm growing and acquiring spiritual and natural tools that help me to live a more peaceful and fulfilled life, even while I'm 'becoming'.